28 Jan 2010

Today I'm still on my medical leave.
This is quite unusual for me.
I was thinking and worrying about the responsibilities and jobs that I've put down so far.
Today I begin my day as usual like the previous holidays.
Start my day with breakfast. Then, an opening prayer and read The Word.
Today, I really learn a lot from it. Wisdom, if we keep in touch with it.
We can differentiate the truth and evil from life.
After understanding wisdom and love, I still don't understand one thing.
Why could im-not-sam and im-not-wongcheeloon understand how to tolerate with the owner of this blog?
Instead, they don't really understand what is wisdom and love is.
Planning to be mysterious and enigma, I call it the way of the serpent and of the evil.
I hope that you'll change your ways. It'll bring you no further if you dwell in it more deeply.
If you succeed in anything, and a perfector of life, but you don't have love. You're nothing.
I wish I could forgive you but you're just too much on my nerves. But I still will forgive you.
Anonymous, im-not-sam, im-not-wongcheelooon,
I ask you these questions,
How do you see people? Do you love them even if they persecute you and even curse you? Do you forgive your friends and your brothers from your heart?
Answer me in the cbox. Don't deny yourself. Answer truthfully. Let me understand you by heart.
She was sick yesterday. I was quite worried about that.
Later at night, she told me her sickness got more serious.
I don't understand the climate nowadays. People get sick sequence by sequence.
Haih...... To the she I mentioned, take care and do not overdo yourself.
I did prayed for you last night and even this morning. I hope you get well soon.
Even if you said you're fat, for me, you never did change since before you went to Bali.
I'll wait for you no matter how long it is.

Love is patient, Love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered and it does not keep records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes and always preserves. Love never fails. (1 Corinthians 13:4-8).

Peaceful Optimist,
SMK Kepong Baru

27 January 2010

Today I'm sick. Didn't go to school. Sick due to overwork and too much pressure. I actually don't understand Miss Hoh. She forces people to finish her homework. I dislike her attitude. I really hate those who put unnecessary things on my Cbox. They don't know what's privacy, love between humans and most of all have no brains like bastards and bitches. I don't like saying that but you force me too. Don't blame me about that. The e-discipline is school is just bullshit. It was the idea of our stupid Headmaster. And the names of the houses. Blue house become Kasawari, Green House become Garuda, Red house become Raja Wali and Yellow house become Kenyalang. What a copycat you, LIM HEAN HWA the stupid idiot. Can't you think of other ideas? Can't you be more creative? Can't you be less strict and stop talking bullshit in front of us during assembly okay? You're worst than Mr Ong. In our lifes, there is nothing perfect. Don't expect us to be perfect. Humans including you are not perfect. And stop calling me Chee Loon in class!!!!!!!!!! Why couldn't you call me Sam????!!!!!!!!! Are you an idiot who don't understand proper name???? You almost make the whole AJK board of Ping Pong Club to quit. After persuading them, I only can manage them to stay. Bastard! You should not come here at the first place. Go back to where you were. We SMKKB do not welcome you here. You pressured many of the students and teachers. That doesn't change life. We suffered a lot of obstacles under you. You better do change your ways before the whole community protest against you. You're a fool who keeps on perfecting the school. But you can't perfect our school. You're just someone that don't understand what is "love". How many people are like you in this school? None!!!!!!! You're just that makes things worst. Anyway, if you don't change yourself. Nobody will forgive you. Have not the Lord teach you how to love people like how He love you? Next. My sickness is almost gone. Thank God for being with me and washed away all my sins. XD. Thanks guys for your concern. Lol. I hope there is peace in our school. Haih..... Many things happen nowadays. This Sunday in Wesley Methodist Church, there's a college talk there. Anyone wanna come? If interested, plz inform me. Thank you. That's all. TQ.


Ask and it will be given to you, seek and you'll find it, knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone that asks receives, he who seeks finds and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.






Peaceful Optimist,
SMK Kepong Baru.

24 Jan 2010

Hello again. It's been another day. Today I woke up early. I realize that my dad is really very sick. He even cough early 5am in the morning. Then I went back to sleep again. Was wondering why I did wake up at this moment. It is not school or whatever. Something unusual is happening. Then I later wake up at 8. After preparation, we head for church. Today, we reached church early. The dim sum breakfast in church has started. Lol. Then, I sat down at a place reading The Daily Bread. I read The Daily Bread until Kynn Man greeted me. Then I saw Sian En, a schoolmate in my school. I went to greet him. Later, the service started with our liturgist, Mr James Cheu started with a prayer. We started our Praise and Worship by singing our first song "Beautiful Saviour". A beautiful song indeed. We ended our Praise and Worship session by singing a nice song also. "Shout to the Lord". Then we have the Word Of The Lord brought by Pastor Paul Jeremiah. He preach to us about Elijah and his trials. He preach about how the Man Of God react when facing each and every situation in life. Then, we've the announcement about the Karlos Course. It means missionary course. I actually want to go but it cost RM130. Quite not my budget but I think it's worth going for. Later after service, I went around. I saw her in Baptism class. I guess she didn't see me. So I leave. =.=. Then, I found out my dad is talking to Mr Boey. They were discussing about how good is Wesley Methodist College since next week there's a talk in church about it. Okay, so I went around and think about the things I've not done. Then I saw her again. Lol. She is so pretty today. Lol. Then, chat a while with Kimberly and Desmond. Lol. Then, Melanie came in and ask about us "Are you related? Wow! That really freak me out. XD. Nvm. Then, walked around and met her. She smiled and wave at me. Lol. I kinda seldom see people smile nowadays. Lol. I smile as I see her go off. XD. OMG! My dad is still talking. Melanie asked me to ask my dad to stop coz she's hungry already. 10 minutes later, we then managed to go back. We had our lunch as usual. My dad went to bed after his lunch. At 3.30 my mum fetch me to go to tuition. OMG! Super early! Physics class starts at 5. =.=. She say later no transport. Haih.... Nvm. I ended up nothing to do. Then, I sms her for fun. We enjoyed smsing until after class. Lol. First time. Later went back home, have dinner. And then blog la. Bwahahahaa. Played Castle Age in FB. Boring sia. Lol.


In life, we've decision to choose. It is either one or the other. I still remember Pastor Willie's sermon about "Fish". It really made me learn and discovered something in my life. Why do you fish? and Why do you need to fish?. The answer of this has already been given. Different people have different perspective about this question and also their answers. It can be anything. Here, I would specially thank Sister Meghan for bringing me to Hope KL Church. I really matured in Christ and I really have learnt a lot. Thanks guys for welcoming me with a warm heart. God bless you guys. Oh, gtg. Time to study. Alios.






Siao Kia,
SMK Kepong Baru.

23 Jan 2010

Woah! Another time has come. Haih...... Blog time again. Haha. This week is kinda lucky for me. On Thursday, I solved the Emix amplifier problem! XD. We had researched that it cuts off the music when someone starts talking automatically which is one of the very important characteristics of a good amplifier. I managed to avoid Mr.Lim's scolding on that day. Hooray! No complaints anymore so far. Feel se free!! XD On Friday, everything went on as usual. Lol. Nothing much as it seems. In tuition, it's fun with Mr Suguz. Swt man. Sit beside Caysin and Roxanne. =.=. Nasib baik I change place. They're so stranger feeling to me. =.='''. Today, my duty day again. Lol. Tired waking up early on Saturdays. Today same thing again. Test 3 times with the same method as Thursday. After the Head Prefect finished talking, turn down the volume for the Birdsong set. Then turn the AUX 1 channel to volume level 4 then decrease the volume of the AUX 1 to volume level 2 after 4 seconds of the national anthem being played. Woah! It was a success again today. XD. Later after that, Cecilia made an announcement to ask the teachers to move their cars. Her voice sound so funny. ( I think I played with her voice. Sorry Cecilia! XD). Later went back to class, Physics lesson! Mr Firdaus gave us back our Physics paper. Our marks are really bad. I got 50. =.='''. That time, I did talk to Hazel. She got funny slangs in speaking Mandarin. Lol. She made me say the lyrics "wa eh ya so jin jia ho!" Lol. Then went and told Juin and the rest. They don't know what's that also. Haha. XD. Later, only Esther found out what's that. XD. During recess, went to look for Wai Hong for plannings for the inter-class competition. Can't find him. 5 minutes after recess finish only found him. =.=. Went to look for our teacher adviser and discussed about the planning and asked a pas also to have a meeting on this coming Tuesday. Headache! So many things happen nowadays. MSSM KL competition canceled. Then followed by the AJK board which consist of majorly Form 6 want to quit. WTF!! Just because no marks for Ping Pong for Form 6. Lol. Form 6 only can join Bola Tampar, Tenis and Badminton. Pn Sharifah and Mr Lim Hean Hwa. What a bad idea you have pulling people around. No members just bubarkan la. Why want to pull people? Stupid ignorant peoples. Now have to lantik new people. Haih..... Troublesome. After that, went to class to finish my Chemistry PEKA report. Cik Nor Faiza is absent today. We managed to finish it at the last lesson of the day. I finished my PEKA so I borrowed Hazel's "bentable" and play with it. I joke with her, I borrowed it and I bring back home. XD. Lol. And many more jokes la. Then eventually, it got snatched and it ended up got Hazel very angry. Shocked. I went to apologize to her. Later after school, check alatan for the last time before heading home. Didn't go to church today. Have to stay at home and wash my shoes and study. Haih..... Because of the recent bad results. Then on9 and blogging lo. Lol. Today just and easy day.


Many things will happen in our lifes. And we've many ways to face and endure it. As The Lord has planned. But there's always a phrase in life that has existed but its existence is not very well known among the people. "Before the question is asked, the answer is already given". There's always a way or a solution to solve one problem. Be optimistic and trust in Him. He'll help change the things around us if we trust in Him. The Lord Provides. XD. That's all from me today. See ya.





Siao Kia,
SMK Kepong Baru

16 Jan 2010

Lol. It's another beautiful day. The day started with reaching school at 7. The gate is locked. The two guards are still sleeping like a pig. Nvm. We ask Ting Guang to climb in and wake the guard up. We enter the school at 7.25a.m. Gwah! Long o. Somemore wait for Mr Jaya until 8.30a.m only can start the bengkel. =.=. Lol. Once reach Bilik Mesyuarat, set up for bengkel. Lol. Then, all the teachers lecture how you handle a club and organize a club. Boring sia. Plus going to sleep. When Encik Mayudin about to finish his lecture no electricity. Siao. Overload liao. Then he finish his lecture and we went for our 30 minutes break. During our 30 minutes break, we had our very sweet "tau cheong" sui. Then, back to our bengkel, there's lectures about documentation and also funds and state of kewangan of the club. Then when Miss Teoh take the mic of the new cordless set "Danmax", she spoke for a while and then put the mic on the table. The mic eventually roll and fell on the ground. I felt so shocked and wtf? That's a new system. If it is spoil, I kena sut by Pn Grace again. =.=. Luckily she is not here today. We then ended our bengkel with lunch. Mr Jaya told me lock up the room and told me this "Close the windows, or not the musang will come in through the window and shit inside." =.=. Whatever. I lock up the room and take my 3 packs of nasi lemak of lunch and headed back home. On the way home, I received a message from Ben saying I'll be at your place at 12.30. Shocked! I rush back home and quickly finish my lunch. After finish everything, I waited for Ben. Eventually, he came at about 1++. =.=. Nvm. I reach church later on and proceed with Add Maths tuition by Mr Kian Wee! He taught us Progressions which I learn it about the third time but funny la. I keep repeating my mistakes. XD. Then at 3, we've our youth impact! We've visitors from Hope Aidelade. There's Ben and Vincent. David and John who is aged 16 came with Vincent. They're twins. Ben's accent is weird enough but it is understandeble. Whatever. Later, we've our Prayer Meeting and P&W session! Then, we've Albert and his testimony. Joseph called him a very quiet brother. =.=. Walau. He then shared his testimony with us and he mentioned about his story and WWJD(What Would Jesus Do?). He later ended his testimony by suggesting a few books to read. Later on, Pastor Willie starts his preaching which its title is "Go Fish". During this preaching, he asked us to question, "why do we fish?" and "why do we need to fish?". Later on he developed another question also which is "why do we need to be fishers' of men?". Then he challenge us to write a letter to the one who brought me into Christ. Lol. Have to write to one. Lol. Dunno who. Lol. We also prayed for Brother Kar Lock for his father is admitted in hospital and developed the last stage of cancer. That's quite similar to the situation I'm having now also. My aunt is suffering from the last stage cancer also Then, I rushed home and had my dinner. Then, went out to visit my aunt in Hospital Selayang. It was a sad atmosphere when I came. Everyone was weeping. I could understand that. A mother is leaving her poor family, her husband and her three children. Feel pity for them. I almost cried but I was holding back. Later on, I cried in the toilet. I couldn't hold back anymore. It feel so suffocating holding it back. Why good people have to go that early? Lord, I hope you'll bless her in her after life. That's the least I can hope for. I came back with a very very emotional face. And then, I checked my pendrive for all the documents saved during the bengkel. When I looked at the sample formats for kertas kerja, laporan tahunan and documentation form. Woah! So many things to do! Feel so stress. Argh! Then, I started blogging. Didn't know that people can find my blog so easily. =.=. Like Ka Lye and Min Hua. Macam stalk people only. Lol. It did freak me out but it is kinda like surprise. XD.

"You're once a fish, before you're fishers' of men"

And most of all "Love your enemies even if they trespass against you or curse you, forgive them for we're brothers and friends in life. XD"

By
Siao Kia
SMK Kepong Baru

14 Jan 2010

Today wake up early for duty. I feel so sick. I reach school at 6.45a.m. I noticed Mr Jaya is absent and Pn Tan is confused and clumsy with all her keys. She forgot where she put her keys. It's okay. Lets wait then. Pn Tan fell sick since yesterday. Mr Jaya also fell sick. He's on his MC. At 7, we started our duty. We set-up everything as usual but it is normal for me. We're no longer using Dynamax Amp but we're using emix. I worry I might make a mistake in my work. So I took many precautions. I did so many testing for music and microphone. Everything went well in the assembly but the "Negaraku" song has made some delay for a few seconds. What is that suppose to be? I thought there's no problem with it? After assembly, while we're keeping our equipments, Mr Lim stormed in and started yelling at us. All of us were stunned. His words do sometimes demotivated me. Like this "What are you all bunch of bastards doing early in the morning? For me, assembly is the most important thing and you ruin the whole assembly!! No one is singing the national anthem. What are you guys doing? Can you tell me?" I told him, we just found out there's some delay when the national anthem is played and we're not familiar yet with the new amplifier. He said again "I can do better than you guys! You hear that? I can do better than you! I've my own theatre system at home!" I was stunned and so as others at that time. "Give me the keys and I'll test it" I'll give him the keys and I head for class. I was thinking and thinking. What could possibly made me come to this situation? Argh.... I was so sick, it feels like suffocating as I begin to think what is wrong with the new system till I found out that the usage of the mic by the Head Prefect affects the whole system. You gonna pay for it, Head Prefect. After school, I rushed for a function set-up at the same place also for a meeting for all Sixth Form Council. Later, I went back and teach the juniors about all the items and its usage. And most interesting part, I explain about what and the uses of DI box! XD. And later I give a test on setting up Technic-Dynamax set-up. They can actually pass but....... Too many cooks spoil the booth. 5 minutes is allocated for set up and 5 minutes to tidy up the wires. For a professional, you'll need only 8 minutes in total. XD. They failed the test. After that, we sign out from our duty and we head home. After nap, arghh! Practice and training! Grr. Train until 6. Gwah! 2 hours. So sleepy. Tired. Later still got Accounts class in Cekap. Gwah! The Lord with always be around and endure every obstacle. XD. K. That's all.

By
Siao Kia
SMK Kepong Baru

13 Jan 2010

This is my first blog about my life. Well, haih...... 2010, a year to look further in plans and things. There is always surpression of anger, sadness, and always facing difficult situations. But 2010 is like a race, like what Fitzhugh says, "For every follower of Christ, There is a race to run; And when we cross the finish line, We'll be with Christ, God's son. In a simple meaning, we should run the race with eternity in view. So as it is. Ping Pong is also like a race to run, a never ending path. But with the grace of God, we shall endure it. MSSM KL competition is arriving soon. To all school representative, good luck in your competition and train hard and yet smart. XD. Competition is in March and will further notice you guys if there's any changes. And training starts next Monday, Wednesday and Thursday. So please come! Yuan Rong, may God bless you and heal your sickness and come back to lead us in our Media team! XD. To become a vice president is never easy, all the competition matters is in you hands. You might be leading the whole school team representative also. And also planning for the activities and also solve the club's problem. Pathetic....... No rest at all. Mind playing game. Arghh!! Bengkel this Saturday also. =.=. I've to go on behalf of President somemore. Lol. Why all the things I do punya? Can't you do some of my part? Lol. Anyway. Please do take some part. I've SPM to focus for also. Okay, I think that's the end. See ya! Soon!


By
Siao Kia
of
SMK Kepong Baru